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Post by brete on Jan 4, 2011 21:16:49 GMT -6
 Yeah I'm not sure what I'm really doing but someone told me it could be a good way to get things off my chest....I have a feeling this will be something I won't keep up for long but I might as well give it a practice flight. It's been business as usual here at the weyr, mother has been a bit down though which isn't like her. I think it has something to do with the fact that father has been acting weird lately and more aggressive. I have never really been a fan of him but it has gotten to the point lately that I'm starting to feel like a gold with eggs on the sands. I'm anxious that something very wrong is going on between them, and for my whole life I've never seen them behave this way with each other. I would ask them but for some reason I get the feeling that wouldn't be the right thing to do at the moment. Aside from this though, I don't know, I feel like it might be good to get a little excitement going. It would be nice if the other candidates got here so we could start the egg touching; there is a nice big egg out toward the left side that I'd love to get close up to. I'm sure my brother has his eye on a few as well so the sooner we get going the better. |
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Post by brete on Jan 17, 2011 12:30:30 GMT -6
I finally got to touch an egg. I saw one all off by itself in the middle and felt like I knew how it felt. Knowing you're meant for something big but at the same time being all by yourself. It's tough being the one to stand alone in a crowd, so I had to go talk to it. I knew it would like the attention even if it isn't my bonded. Though I have to say I felt a keen connection to the creature in the shell. Maybe if we don't bond the person who gets that dragon and I will be close. I will admit I'd like someone to talk to, someone who knows what it's like trying so hard to achieve goals and feeling a bit different than others. How do you just walk up to everyday people and say something like that. "hey I'm Salar and I'm an ambitious guy....I know I don't fit in with most crowds, and my twin is loved do you understand?"
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Post by brete on Jan 22, 2011 14:04:06 GMT -6
Distraction of the candidates complete! That little romp was fully needed, for the last couple of days there has been far less arguing and actual fights. I think the guys needed the exercise and the girls needed to be fussed over and seen. Mother is right in saying that we all have basic needs and to deny them, no matter how great the goal, is to flirt with disaster. Eventually they catch up with you and I could see that with the other candidates, minus Lellen of course he was so easy going and happy it would take a thread score killing him before he'd even think to worry or feel upset. He's so darn removed from what the rest of us feel as stress that I am almost angry with him for the pure lack of emotion he does show. This is silly though seeing as I love my brother and the very fact that drives me wild is the same I love and appreciate in him. There are very few people in the world who are so easy to talk to and be around without worry over what you say or what the reaction will be. Granted that is not to say that his reactions or answer aren't equally as frustrating as those of others. He is just as contrary and odd as the rest of us, just in a cool and collectedly easy egg shell. I seriously wonder how impression will change him...me...all of us. Will our personalities be transformed with our bonded?
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