To Give Up Or To Continue (Zyika)

[kyra]

It is hard to continue after so many turns of not impressing. Could my mother be right about perhaps my turn to impress will be this turn or that I am just destined to always be in the Kitchen.

Hmmm....the Kitchen, defiantly not my favorite place especially when I have spent most of my childhood there never really getting the interaction I needed with other children my own age. Sure the other cooks have children of their own that have visited but I never have interacted with any of them.

Ohhh how I wish to ride a queen, my life would be so different then what it is now. I would be able to fly and see so many beautiful sights, well at least to whichever they let me. I believe though that this year would be my lucky year. To whichever dragon I impress I will always be happy with her or him. I cannot wait...it makes me so nervous to even know.

But I have promised my mother that if I do not impress this year, I will stop trying and help her in the Kitchen full time instead of the part time that I am doing. Hopefully she will still allow me to watch the other impressions as the turns come and go. Hopefully I'll impress...

Until Next Time
~Zyika

[kyra]

Today I have finally touched the eggs. I wasn't drawn to a particular one, which is slightly depressing. Yet at the same time it could also mean I am just not meant to know which egg I would impress upon. I did touch the gorgeous golden egg though. It was too hard to resist. But of course it took a while before I could touch the golden egg. There was no way I could touch the egg first.

Perhaps I won't impress and be stuck in the kitchen like I always fear. Yet that wouldn't be too bad. I'm sure Alexander will drag me out when he thinks I have not been out enough, but also I am not sure if I can be around him if he impresses this turn and I do not.

Well until next time
~Zyika

[kyra]

Today was amazing! I was arriving late to the hatching cave and out of no where this green came bounding towards me. I impressed the green, her name is Imanith. She is quite talkative little creature, but she puts smiles on my face every time.

Mine what is that? Why are you writing in there? 'Its a journal. You write your thoughts in it.' Journal? What are you writing about now? 'You of course, my dear' What about me? I wanna see! 'Well when I'm finished writing I will read it too you.' Why can't you read it to me now. 'I'm not done yet' Oh ok...

She is most defiantly small, but not the smallest dragon to hatch. The white dragon that hatched was slightly smaller. My bother on the other hand impressed a Bronze. The only Bronze in the clutch! It is a bit weird to think of him as A'der instead of.....

Are you done yet? 'No, go talk to Menorath or something.' I don't feel like talking to the bronze. I want to know what you are writing. 'I'm not even done yet.' Ok...

Okay where was I? Oh yes! It is a bit weird to think of him as A'der instead of Alexander, but hopefully I will get use to it. It's also weird to think of him as a possible future Weyrleader, especially with Menorath's size and energy that he has. But from what I've heard he is not very quick.

Are you done now?? 'No not yet...' But why not? 'Okay okay, I'll be done now. Just give me another second so I can finish it off.'

Till next time
Zyika

Now read it to me! 'Alright now here I go.....'